Sorry

“Forgiveness is meant for people who really deserve to be forgiven, people who realize their mistakes and act accordingly. Not for the people who would take the same path if given any chance and cry I am sorry! I didn’t realized” and betray anyone for their personal benefits.

Alternatives….

the choices we make now determines our future

“Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant.”

Robert Louis Stevenson

Fourty five year old Shelly while watching a television show went to deep thoughts within herself.

Oh God!! Why did I lose most of my loved ones? Shelly asks the question inside her head. All I tell is reality and people can’t digest,so they leave me right.

All of a sudden the volume of the TV gets increased and Shelly comes back out of her thoughts.

No!!! The says the child in the TV show was being bullied.

The channel switched to another. There the words of the protagonist were “Your reality may be correct according to you but my reality is correct according to me.”

The channel switched again where a teacher says to his student “But you insulted others just to prove yourself right.”

The transmitter changed its frequency again and the channel got changed where Shelly felt that the anchor was personally talking to her. The shows name was “Welcome to the Reality”.

Hi ! I am Tom. And here I am giving you the chance to change your past.

Shelly’s room changed into a restaurant where she sees her ex girlfriend Sofia in the same way they used to meet regularly. Shelly gets a call from her old fling again, she ignored Sofia again for her old fling and was about to leave. Shelly was about to betray Sofia again. This time Sofia says “I left you because you were not trust worthy. You got a chance to change yourself again but you opted what you opted before and I am sorry to say that loneliness is your destiny. Because you betrayed the people who trusted you and never felt guilty or repented for it.”

Before Shelly could think of anything she shifts another point of her life where she was a college student. And she was scolded by her for bunking more than 75 percent of her classes. Out of anger Shelly decides to defame the teacher by filing a fake molestation case. At the present moment also she was scolded by the teacher and thinks of doing the same again. The teacher says to her ” I scolded you because you were like a daughter to me. I scolded you because I wanted that all my students should have a bright career including you. But see what you did. What choice you made and the choice you made for your personal satisfaction ruined my entire life and family. I don’t think you deserve anyone to show you the right path because some people are full of filth inside and you are one of them”

The scenario changed again where she meets a friend with whom she was having argument regarding office related stuff. This time Shelly says to her friend you left me because we had an argument and you did not agree with me. No!! Her friend said. The argument was not even the issue at all. We all have people around us with whom our thinking do not match but we do adjust. I stopped being friends with you because you were disrespecting, dominating, arrogant, untrustworthy not only for me but for almost everyone around us. And you never realised or maybe you realized but never tried to change yourself. You always found the fault in others but never looked within yourself that how you were with others.

“Some people learn from their mistakes and some don’t. The first type of people are respected and the next type is discarded someday or the other.” Choose and act wisely what you want else it will become more hollow and meaningless. I am giving you one more chance. Now it’s your choice to rectify everything what was wrong that shouldn’t have happened. One more wrong choice and your life will be full of miseries.

Shelly gets expelled from the TV show. And again the anchor started his show “Hi ! I am Tom”. Shelly gets to see her ex again. And this time Sophia says her “People don’t change but let’s see what you intend to do”.

My Friend Destroyed my Barbie dolls 😭😭

Man I was furious……I was angry……..I was frustrated…….I was devastated….I was Sad……. every emotions dancing over my head at the same time. I was 11 years old then. Angry as a kid, but I never expressed it. Today I am going to write all of them down because things meant a lot for me then. The incident happened in Shillong, India.

I had a friend let’s call her ‘Sun’. We used to play almost every day. She would come to my home or I would go to hers. She used to live at the ground floor with her parents and grandmom. All of them were really nice people.

One day she asked me to give my Barbie dolls and she wanted to play with them. Me being a generous girl gave her 3-4 Barbie dolls. All were expensive ones which were gifted to me on my previous birthdays by my other friends back in Itangar, Arunachal Pradesh. And those were pretty much close to me. Even as a child I always handled all my toys with care and they were almost new even after being played.

Exactly after two to three days later she comes back to return my dolls.

What next I see was utter disappointment. I was almost about to cry but I controlled myself that day.The hairs of the dolls were burnt and looked really rough. The neck was broken. It was looking like “she was playing some criminal saas- bahu (mother in law- daughter in law) drams with them and all the dolls looked like they died in a fire out of suffocation”.

I did not say anything to her. I just felt I never took any of her toys and she took mine to do this blunder. I really don’t know if she broke the toys out of jealousy or if she was really playing.

And the greatest thing was “she didn’t even apoloziged”.

Moral of the Story: Jada ache mat bano Duniya ma@##:@’£d thi, ma@##:@’£d hai aur ma@##:@’£d he rahegi”. Translated as “Don’t try to be too good to people, people in this world were mo@__@-+£_@@s, are mo@__@-+£_@@s and will be mo@__@-+£_@@s”. Said by a famous youtuber in India.