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the choices we make now determines our future

“Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant.”

Robert Louis Stevenson

Fourty five year old Shelly while watching a television show went to deep thoughts within herself.

Oh God!! Why did I lose most of my loved ones? Shelly asks the question inside her head. All I tell is reality and people can’t digest,so they leave me right.

All of a sudden the volume of the TV gets increased and Shelly comes back out of her thoughts.

No!!! The says the child in the TV show was being bullied.

The channel switched to another. There the words of the protagonist were “Your reality may be correct according to you but my reality is correct according to me.”

The channel switched again where a teacher says to his student “But you insulted others just to prove yourself right.”

The transmitter changed its frequency again and the channel got changed where Shelly felt that the anchor was personally talking to her. The shows name was “Welcome to the Reality”.

Hi ! I am Tom. And here I am giving you the chance to change your past.

Shelly’s room changed into a restaurant where she sees her ex girlfriend Sofia in the same way they used to meet regularly. Shelly gets a call from her old fling again, she ignored Sofia again for her old fling and was about to leave. Shelly was about to betray Sofia again. This time Sofia says “I left you because you were not trust worthy. You got a chance to change yourself again but you opted what you opted before and I am sorry to say that loneliness is your destiny. Because you betrayed the people who trusted you and never felt guilty or repented for it.”

Before Shelly could think of anything she shifts another point of her life where she was a college student. And she was scolded by her for bunking more than 75 percent of her classes. Out of anger Shelly decides to defame the teacher by filing a fake molestation case. At the present moment also she was scolded by the teacher and thinks of doing the same again. The teacher says to her ” I scolded you because you were like a daughter to me. I scolded you because I wanted that all my students should have a bright career including you. But see what you did. What choice you made and the choice you made for your personal satisfaction ruined my entire life and family. I don’t think you deserve anyone to show you the right path because some people are full of filth inside and you are one of them”

The scenario changed again where she meets a friend with whom she was having argument regarding office related stuff. This time Shelly says to her friend you left me because we had an argument and you did not agree with me. No!! Her friend said. The argument was not even the issue at all. We all have people around us with whom our thinking do not match but we do adjust. I stopped being friends with you because you were disrespecting, dominating, arrogant, untrustworthy not only for me but for almost everyone around us. And you never realised or maybe you realized but never tried to change yourself. You always found the fault in others but never looked within yourself that how you were with others.

“Some people learn from their mistakes and some don’t. The first type of people are respected and the next type is discarded someday or the other.” Choose and act wisely what you want else it will become more hollow and meaningless. I am giving you one more chance. Now it’s your choice to rectify everything what was wrong that shouldn’t have happened. One more wrong choice and your life will be full of miseries.

Shelly gets expelled from the TV show. And again the anchor started his show “Hi ! I am Tom”. Shelly gets to see her ex again. And this time Sophia says her “People don’t change but let’s see what you intend to do”.

My Friend Destroyed my Barbie dolls πŸ˜­πŸ˜­

Man I was furious……I was angry……..I was frustrated…….I was devastated….I was Sad……. every emotions dancing over my head at the same time. I was 11 years old then. Angry as a kid, but I never expressed it. Today I am going to write all of them down because things meant a lot for me then. The incident happened in Shillong, India.

I had a friend let’s call her ‘Sun’. We used to play almost every day. She would come to my home or I would go to hers. She used to live at the ground floor with her parents and grandmom. All of them were really nice people.

One day she asked me to give my Barbie dolls and she wanted to play with them. Me being a generous girl gave her 3-4 Barbie dolls. All were expensive ones which were gifted to me on my previous birthdays by my other friends back in Itangar, Arunachal Pradesh. And those were pretty much close to me. Even as a child I always handled all my toys with care and they were almost new even after being played.

Exactly after two to three days later she comes back to return my dolls.

What next I see was utter disappointment. I was almost about to cry but I controlled myself that day.The hairs of the dolls were burnt and looked really rough. The neck was broken. It was looking like “she was playing some criminal saas- bahu (mother in law- daughter in law) drams with them and all the dolls looked like they died in a fire out of suffocation”.

I did not say anything to her. I just felt I never took any of her toys and she took mine to do this blunder. I really don’t know if she broke the toys out of jealousy or if she was really playing.

And the greatest thing was “she didn’t even apoloziged”.

Moral of the Story: Jada ache mat bano Duniya ma@##:@’Β£d thi, ma@##:@’Β£d hai aur ma@##:@’Β£d he rahegi”. Translated as “Don’t try to be too good to people, people in this world were mo@__@-+Β£_@@s, are mo@__@-+Β£_@@s and will be mo@__@-+Β£_@@s”. Said by a famous youtuber in India.

House Near A Graveyard

I saw a dream when I was in third standard. I woke up in my dream and went to the dinning hall to fetch a glass of water. What I see is ghosts. I mean 2-3 were there with long messy hairs, red eyes and grey skin some sort of Ghosts in a B-Grade movie. I got really scared and woke up at that instant. It’s been almost 18 years but I remember every specific details.

After sometime my father got transferred from Itangar (Arunachal Pradesh) to Shillong (Meghalaya), India. As he was promoted for his work. Our whole family shifted to Shillong after few days.

My mother’s sister arranged a rented house for us as the government quaters were not very much upto the mark to stay. It was a good beautiful house. But the strange thing was that there was a graveyard near the gate of our house. It was on the other side of the road in a slightly hilly area with stairs going upwards and there was separation. At the left the graveyard was for Muslims, at the right it was for Christians and behind that there was a cremation section for Hindus.

From our balcony,the Church was visible named after St. Jones. I remember the bells at 6 am at the morning. And nearby there was a mosque and a shiv temple. Although those were not visible from our home but was at a walkable distance.

Picture taken from our balcony

I remember how my cousin’s made me scared πŸ˜‚. They were like ” now you stay nearby a graveyard and from the ‘peepholes’ of your door the graves of father and son was visible.(I do not remember their names now but I just remember that both their names started from ‘I’ ) and when you will open the tap there will be blood instead of water and all that bullshit” . To be frank I was a little scared but I shared room with my sister so it wasn’t much scary later.

One of the bathroom door latch from the outside was little losse and there was high intensity air blowing almost every day. As the area was full of ‘Pine’ trees you would hear the specific sound made by wind similar to a haunted movie and the door would start banging as it was loose. As a child it was little scary at first but I got used to it without much problem.

I more thing, there was a photograph of a model with boy cut hairs I guess it was one of free posters given with Garnier colour. My sister many times told me that the girl will come out of the poster. One fine day I was like remove the poster else I won’t take bath. And I cried about 4-5 minutes. My sister removed the picture thenπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

Apart from that there was no fear for any of us or our neighbors living at that locality. It was just a mindgame played by movies and serials to scare us. Or one more thing could be as there was Gods house nearby we never got scared. Kids used to play cricket at that particular location almost every day after college or school time. And frankly speaking it was one of the most beautiful location I have ever stayed.

Rumors or Reality

If you have stayed in Hostel once in your lifetime I am sure there will be a particular room having some or the other conspiracy theory.

The specific hostel wing was separated from the other three so that the seniors won’t get much previlage to rag the juniors.

Having a haunted room is not an issue. A common washroom is an issue. Which you have to pass that rumoured haunted room when you have the urge to pee at 2am night. Waking up you roommate at midnight and wait for you untill your work is over.

The room was always closed and never opened. It had a picture of “Lord Hanuman” outside the door. It was often said that some girl committed suicide there and after that whomsoever came to stay at that room experienced something bad happening to their loved ones. There were two girls who shifted after the case. One had their relatives accident and for the other girl she fell ill badly.

There was one more case in another hostel where a girl felt earthquake tremors in her room and felt her bed moving. And she ran and knocked the door of her other friend out of fear and shivering.

So the main question are?

Are they real or its just our consious and subconscious mind playing with us?? Sometimes when you switch off the light and see your mind playing tricks with you. You actually know that there is nothing to be scared but sometimes the noises can make you restless. For example if your rooms fan is in full speed and there is some poly bag hitting the wall.

I remember watching ‘Aahat’ during my childhood days and ‘Fear Files’ during my college days in a common room.

I almost watched almost every episodes of Aahat. And I remember the single episode I left at the cliffhanger it was a story of two sisters where one of them dies during childbirth and how she helps her other sister from being bullied. But never saw how it ended. But I am still curious to know how it ended.

Listen to Ghost stories was fun too. One of my friends during childhood would tell us fun Ghost stories and I was like really, that’s so cool.

During my college days I watched a movie named 1920, it wasn’t scary by the definition of others and more of a comedy but that particular day I had to join bed with my roommate as I was really scared. As the noise of the birthday decoration hitting the wall was annoying me. I didn’t realized what it was until the next day.

Somewhere in our deep subconscious it is already imprinted that if there is “God” which is a positive energy there would be negative too in the form of “Evil” spirits.

Many a times when we switch off the light there are imaginations that someone might be staring at us or something might crawl out of your bed. Especially after watching a horror movie.I guess many of us have been there at least for once in a lifetime or is it just few people who picturize too much??

Letter from Grandfather

Tomorrow is my nephew’s 3rd birthday on 29th of May’2020. So my father wrote a poem for him. He might not be able to understand these things now but after a few years it is going to be a valuable lesson. Which is as follows:

Welcome to the twenty ninth day of May.

It’s our lovely Ishaans birthday. O Ishaan, wishing a happy healthy long life we say. Be merry, sing, read, write and play. Listen and learn the good teachings, Read Land’s stories and find out how rich was our past glory.

Love the Nature,Protect Forest and Inhabitants. Keep earth charming, plant trees and make it pollution free.

When you will be young, we will see you busy with study all day and night to make the career bright.

Achieve both knowledge and skill, even learn more if you so feel.

Draw,plan for future assessing present and past, feasible and longing last.

Be wise, polite, smart and strong. Do not keep place for any wrong.

Work hard with dedication, and often make fun. Bloom and rise in life like a rising sun. As you are loving to your Mummy,Papa ,sister and all. Help the distressed at their call.

May it be your mission to serve the people and the nation with style of Honesty and fashion.

Ishaan is the name of Lord Shiva and Darsh is the name of Lord Krishna Bashudev. So I pray for all the good virtue you should have

Trust the creator who controlls the Universe and regulates the life theatre.

May God shower his blessings if you face any odds or evils you will fight them with smile and that will be your style.

Be happy, healthy, wealthy,worthy and always fit and fine, It is our player to God of mine.

We call you Darsh and Ishaan, wish to see you with the name and fame in your flying Nissan.

We pray and wish in the next BE GREAT and BRAVE, SMART and TRUTHFUL. BE HONEST and THE BEST.

Grand Ma and Grand Pa sing this song with lots of love and blessings.

Happy Birthday to Ishaan”

Written by Dadu Bai (Grand Pa) πŸ’š , Nishi Kant

God bless πŸ˜‡

The Hollow Plane

‘Miri’ in her dream sees that a plane is coming close to balcony of her apartment in 5th floor and running parallel to the building. She all of a sudden gets up and reaches to the balcony.

To her surprise it was the balcony of the previous house she lived not the current one. Having the same orientation as the previous house where she lived few years back.

She could see that there were no glasses on the plane, faded paint and strangely no passenger or a Pilot.

She suddenly observes that there were no people at the entire society. Something attracts her to go towards the Plane. The plane thuds and the rear end opens.

She slowly goes inside the empty plane curiously. The rear and door closes all of a sudden with a long bang. But that did not make Miri scared or frightened but her curiosity increased more.

It was night outside the plane now but inside it glowed like led lights. It was difficult at first for Miri to adjust but finally she’s able to see through it. Two distorted shadows coming near her.

Just at a glance her mind was able to connect with them. She could see the past not only hers but everyones related to her. She could understand everything. Every single language in this planet. The language of animals and insects and language from the other Universe too.She says “I know you but we haven’t met before. Did we??”

“Yes! We have met before when you were just born. Our space ship accidentally landed nearby the Hospital where you and some more kids were born. The changes in the electromagnetic Field made you guys special in every sense but for the world nothing happened. It was just a simple lightening just like now for others expect the kids who were born at our previous arrival. We are trying to make contact with others too. Since you are at a very close distance from us you can utilize those powers” says the first shadow.

We need to you to make a decision. A really tough one? Before that you have to trust us that we aren’t wrong? Says the other one.

“Your Brain is fully activated now. We need you to know the actual past. And the thinking of the powerful people who shaped the future in every universe. Once we know that we will be able to re -write the History again with authentic and real details. Because you will be there to see and observe each minute details in a short span of time. Were the Heroes people who consider really did those heroic things or its just a narrative of the greedy politics to glorify them. ” Says the first Shadow .

“It’s your final call ‘Miri’. Either you have choose the present to leave the past or the past to correctly reshape our future. And we will always be with you every time you gather information so that your Brain works effectively” one of the Shadow tells her.

“I will go with you to rewrite and reverify our History” says Miri.

The plane then converts into a “Space ship” and goes for multiple time travels.

Raktabeej(Blood seed) -What tactics I would have applied if I were him??

Disclaimer*: This blog is just trying to interpret the thinking of Raktabeej in some portions of the article. It doesn’t glorify him. In this article he is just trying to play innocent hiding the truth by telling half of the story on his behalf which goes on his side but not other side of the coin where he was wrong to justify himself. Just like a real criminal who tries to justify himself by telling half truth.

Rakta- Blood, Beej- seed

I saw you killing my Son “Mahishasur” in past life, just for his love proposal towards you and Killing some irrelevant Humans for food. Killing the son of Rambhasur is the biggest mistake of your life.

Why Parvati??

Just because he was a demon, so he was unworthy for your love. But an entity having his neck surrounded by Snakes and body covered with Ashes was ‘OK’ for you ‘Parvati’. I would have loved to see someone as powerful as you as my ‘Daughter in Law’. Since females are low lifes but not you.

I saw what tricks you all played to kill him. But don’t worry dear next time it will be your turn “Parvati”.

Durga/Parvati killing Mahishasur

I will be reborn and rebuilt again for the revenge for my Son.”– says Rambhasur

After a long time of wait Rambhasur was born again as Raktabeej.

Rakta meaning Blood and Beej meaning Seed.

After lot of hardships he got the boon from Lord Bhramha which made him almost invinsible.

“Raktabeej” joins Shumbha and Nishumbha other two demon brothers to fight against the Goddess. Goddess Ambika also a form of Parvati along with other eight Matrikas who were Goddesses of War were on the front line.

The Goddesses slayed the demon army easily with their weapons.

Shumbh and Nishumbha were easily defeated but when the Goddesses went for Raktabeej it confused them. While the Goddesses tried to slay the demon. The blood of Raktabeej would fall into the ground creating more clones of the demon. As she slayed the others more duplicates were formed from his blood that fell on ground. More stronger the army of the Demons grew.

It made Raktabeej more confident and his laughter towards the goddess echoed everywhere.

Then there arrived Parvati in the form of Goddesses Kali. Long hair, beautiful dark skin, ferocious eyes and with Skull garlands. The other Goddesses and Kali slayed their army and Kali drank their blood so that no more demon clones would be born from his blood.

After a while with so much of killings and drinking Blood. Kali become uncontrollable and started to destroy everything good and bad that came in front of her.

The other Gods went to Lord Shiva for help. And finally he stopped his wife by laying down on her path.

This story depicts the victory of good upon bad. And also that if a good person gets involved in a bad habit it is very difficult to stop them.

But the main question is what tactics I would have applied to defeat the Gods if I were him??

Well with such power of multiple cloning himself with a single drop of blood he could have dropped his blood every where and already created a very much enormous army that could have covered the entire planet and others too.

He was pretty dumb actually!!

He could have easily sent his army to fight the Gods in Heaven long back before the war started and could have overpowered easily. Shumbh and Nishumbh would have fought with the male God’s.As they were not defeatable by any men or demon and not coming in front of Goddess Parvati would have easily saved their lives which they also tried to do by hiding in one of the stories.

But no matter how they would have made their tactics, only the time frame would have increased for them and eventually death was only their destiny for their deeds.

Child inside me…..

They destroyed everything!! They destroyed millions of planets in thousands of galaxies. Last it was “Hoag’s Object”. Then they came for us in “Milkyway”. One by one each of the planets were destroyed in each and every Solar system present in our galaxy. All of us supported life before but now all our inhabitants were killed because we sheltered them. Now it’s your turn says “Jupiter” to “Earth”.

“You need to get rid of Humans” else the end you will suffer the same destiny as us” says Mars to her. Our internal systems were changed when they planned to leave us but yours is the same.

“We need to take help of the Galaxy Engineers who created us and gave us powers. Now we are powerless only if we could communicate with them it might help us all not only ‘Earth’. The Humans adjusted my power so that only they could sustain on Earth.” Says Sun to all other planets.

“We don’t know where they are and how shall we communicate with the Galaxy Engineers. The communication system installed at our galaxy was destroyed millions of years ago ” says Saturn.

“Also the relay system installed inside us were inactivated by the Humans. Only the Galaxy Engineers could help us” – says Pluto. “Humans took all my resources and smuggled it everywhere around the universe and reduced my size to half” Pluto adds to the discussion.

“What shall I do brothers and sisters. We all were born together and lived happily before the invasion. Now I will also have the same fate like my little brother Pluto. We all are dying for them for no reason. They are extracting everything from me which were dead long back. Things they say like coals , diamond. Recently they tried to enter my core. And if they are able to do it, I will be over and destroyed forever and some they will go for some other planets making ours Solar system life less.” says Earth.

“When we were first made, the Galaxy Engineers told us that each of us planets will support different kind of species and life forms. I had the ‘Primas’ as intelligent as humans but they couldn’t sustain the attack. Only Earth help herself and us now till we are able to connect Galaxy Engineers.” Says Jupiter.

Venus further adds “I have a plan that might save us and her(Earth). But the present life will be destroyed.”

Curiosity of other planets increases as Venus starts to tell his Plans to others. ” You have a copy of yourself inside your core. Now you know what you have to do. But that would lead to the death of others already present”.

After thinking sometime the Earth says “I will do it!! We have suffured enough for others. Now it’s time for them”.

Earth slowly started to grow from the core again to make herself be born again. Same as the time when she was a newly born. The little earth start to expand herself, which led to the breaking of the Crust. Volcanoes blasted and magma spread like Rivers. Water turned hot and started to boil then turned into steam. Humans and other innocent creatures were observing a painful death and suffering. The Humans had no chance to counter the sudden action of the Earth. Lastly there was a huge blast which moved the older Crust, mantle and core as debris in space. At the end it was a new Earth with the same soul and the same memories. After sometime the Galaxy Engineers reached the Solar system and they told that they saw an unusual thing happening in the solar system.

“Since the Earth has already updated herself and saved herself we don’t have much work on her but she still needs an atmosphere. And we are going to reset you all again as before. So that this time all the planets will be able to sustain life again and communicate with us. And also the sun can adjust his powers for each and every planets at the system again.” says one of the Galaxy Engineer.

“As time goes by life flourishes again in all the planets of the Solar system.”

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Dark Little girl….

I saw a dream yesterday night…. I saw a man with nice clothes….. A good looking man……………. With his face was damaged and stiched…. I think I knew him somewhere sometime but I don’t remember…… I saw him crying… Crying for help…. Crying for forgiveness….. A Well built man full with helplessness surrounding him….. I smiled and happily left the dream…..